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It's Called A Dilemma Because
Friday, April 16, 2010
It's about time I close this blog down.

This blog is a reflection of who I am, really. And when I read back, I see a very optimistic, self-determined, thinking child who has grown. It no longer is a true reflection of who I am.

If I am to ever reopen this blog again, I will do it when I am sure of what I am doing. Be it whether I'm happy or not, I cannot be indecisive of what I want to do with myself.

I've always said "Live life with no regrets". But what happens when every decision you make will come with a regret in one form or another? Now that is the dilema.

I have had great times - be it sad or happy. Even in those times though, I've felt like I know who I am. I've trusted myself before, but it gets harder in times like these. One decision can make an impact on all that I am and all that I love.

Selfish vs Selfless. Even that has no clear distinction.

I think this is an ironic yet apt way to end this blog.

I end it with blurred vision of my own.

2:46 AM

Change for me
Elliot Lucas Marcell
16.01.91
164.5cm
Meridian JC

CHANGE
Since I don't have a band, I was wondering what I was gonna put up here. Okay, when I think of something good then I'll place up. Till then, you can watch this empty space. Which isn't so empty anymore considering I've just typed words inside of this box. Wow.

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